My Fear

I'm affraid of hieghts. This appeared when I was 8 years old. Well, I'll start from the begining. My grandmother lives in Kazahstan, and I've visited her every summer. She has a big house. In this house my sister and I had a secret place, which was an attic. In the attic we played and had fun. One day my grandmother was fixing something, and he took the ladder, which helped us to go to the attic. When he took the ladder we were playing in the attic. At that time my grandmother found a vase. It was so beautiful. She was talking with someone, and telling them that she would give us this vase. Only I heard about it. I wanted to have it , and didn't want my sister to have it. I run to take it, and absoletly forgot about absent ladder, and fell downfrom the second floor. I wasn't hurt to much, just had some scratches, but I had for a long time. Finally, I gave vase to my sister. Starting from that moment I have had a fear of hights:(((

My Wishes or Small Desires!

I think everybody has wishes...i also have wishes...sometimes i think they are crazy and never ever become true.

First, i want to visit Manhattan. Espesially to see  Manhattan's night. As you can see it in the picture, it is amazing!!!

Second, it is to make a trip on hot air balloon. Actually i have a phobia of height, but anyway i have been having this dream for 10 years)))I'm sure u will get unbeliveble feelings if u do it.My third wish is to visit underwatter museum. With this desire i have a little problem ....i don't know where it is((( so first i want to find out where it is and then visit it.
In conclusion, i have a lot of wishes (but they are very primitive), and these three desires follow me for a  long time and seem for me unbelieveble. Frédéric Beigbeder said " If ur wish can come true, this is just nonsense, not real wish".

My problem

My problem is that I'm a shopaholic. Usually I'm going to shop three times in weak and spend all my salary.....and always buy something(i mean cloths).....if even i don't need this.Sometimes I even don't buy food because i keep money for shopping. Also, if i can't go to shop i buy something from the Internet(because i always need something new).If i don't have money i borrow money from my parents, or my friends.I don't know how to stop myself .
(Actually it is not my real problem))))

Biography

Hi. everybody. I wanna start my first blog with my biography. I was born in Kazakstan. When I was 4 years old my parents moved to the North of Russia. There I lived for 12 years. There also was very cold...even now when I call my freinds they tell me that it is often - 40C and such temperature can be for two or three months (so i used to cold before).When I finished my school I went to the University in Saint Petersburg ( it is the second large city in Russia and it is really beautifull).  In Saint Petersburg and in the place where I lived before there were white nights in the summer time...(so it will be the first summer for me with normal dark nights). At the University i learned Chinese language, and also phylosophy (i spent 2 years for my education, but i didn`t finish it). 9 month ago I moved to Canada (my parents have been living here for 1 year and 4 month). First time was really hard for me cause I missed my freinds a lot and my English was bad. Now I take EAP programm (it is English) at Uof C,  I have great  freinds and i really happy))))))))))))))))))